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♥ Sunday, August 30, 2009
do not find love, it will come to you (:
was up awake for 21 hours on friday, omg.
& feeling so tired right now.
woke up at 5am for the last minute preparation for my final paper of the semester
& slept only at 2am :/
met some bacommers for dinner & drinking @ clarke quay, after the exams (:
(qingfu, hongwei, ronald & xingxian)
dinner at burger king, central
& drinking at highlander.
ambience was awesome, drinks were all right but live band,
ha-ha.
head down to the bishan library yesterday :D
yes, be amazed.
but unfortunately, i didnt manage to find the books i wanted.
nevertheless, i borrowed some.
you don't wanna know what they are,
but if you're THAT curious, you can check with me (:
michael jackson dangerous world tour munich 1997
thanks channel 5!
i love the way he shared his love, conveyed his message through the awesome concert.
& the concert looks really familiar,
like the one in my memory, somewhere (:
& this is highlander (:
the drinks & people of the day :D
so is hongwei's version better?
or xingxian's original one?
& for once, peishan is the photographer of the night(well, at least most of the photos are taken by me. heh.)
the only "normal looking" photothe rest were really random shots,
but still i look drunk in here.
tsk.
Labels: (:, bacomm, exams, outing
loved; 12:15 AM
♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009
just as you thought i would turn around.
Heidi Montag - No More
You tried, boy
You tried to blame it on me
At first it worked
I was feeling so guilty
You said, you said
I was the reason why
We couldn't work out
But that was all a lie
You never gave me
What I gave you boy
But it's your loss
Cause you made the choice
To walk out
But you want me back around
I wish that I never loved you
Never loved you
Chorus:
I should have never let you have my heart
You made me not want to feel again
Made me scared to open up, but
Now I'm better off
No more bad days
Don't need you to validate me
No More
(I don't need you)
No More
(I don't need you)
No More
(I don't need you)
No More
(I don't need you)
You made me
Made me think we had something real
But then you tried to use the way I feel
Against me
Make me a yes girl
You tried to do
Had to free myself
Cause I can't let you
Get the best of me
No more misery
Had to free myself
Cause you're not the one for me
And I bet you wish you had my love again
I bet you wish you never made that decision
Cause now you want me back
I bet you want me back
But when I cry myself to sleep
Tell me, where are you?
I did everything you asked me to
But nothing was good enough
And baby, we're through
You act so arrogant
You act like you're heaven sent
And I'm not gonna let you get the best of me
I'll find someone who loves me for me
couldn't believe i actually listened to heidi montag
but oh well, i realised the lyrics are awesome (:
stand independent!
Labels: lyrics
loved; 10:53 PM
♥
it's love like that.
im back home feeling really exhausted!
met up with dearest livia both yesterday & today (:
she decided to drop by singapore for 4 days.
man, she really has a tight schedule!
so leo & i met her yesterday afternoon for some shopping,
three noobies stepped into ION Orchard for the very first time
& were completely LOST.
HAHAHA!
& today, it's a bigger group, of love (:
(livia, charmaine, xuli, leonardi & nicholas)
met up for lunch at food republic, wisma atria
cos dearest livia missed singapore's food so much.
we hung around to chat for awhile,
xuli & livia about their architecture courses,
charmaine, leonardi & me about business,
& nicholas - LOST.
HAHAHA!
we spent so little time together,
but good ones (:
with loves.
Labels: (:, beattyclique, love
loved; 4:59 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009
dear friend
i miss you.
i got used to having you around,
your voice,
your laughter,
your annoyance,
your scent,
& even things i hated about you.
let's go back to the basic,
love doesnt exist only in boy girl relationship.
dont read my post with your shallow mind (:
Labels: love
loved; 8:22 PM
♥
love, your existence.
what the rainbow&stripes.
im sneezing like nobody's business once again,
my nose is like a running tap which will never stop!
must be due to the lack of sleep.
i slept at 8 this morning until almost 4 this afternoon ):
went over to shawn's place for mahjong last afternoon
(shawn, jenny, clarence & gary)
had no intention to stay through the night,
but in the end we still did.
& we played 3 rounds of mahjong!
i think late nights make the people go crazy,
at least that was what happened to all of us.
everyone was talking gibberish,
doing stupid things that made no sense at all.
i think i can save up on exercising,
clarence & gary never fail to train my abs from all those crazy laughing sessions.
another session after exams (:
meanwhile, im looking forward to the return of LIVIA SUTRISNO!
oh man, missed her so so much.
& she's finally coming back!
but it's a little of a bad timing,
since i'll be having my 2 final papers next week
& she's returning this weekend.
so i need to work harder a bit, before i could meet her!
so looking foward! :D
Labels: (:, beattyclique, friends, love
loved; 8:12 PM
♥ Friday, August 14, 2009
can i write my own happy ending?
Brian McKnight - One Last Cry
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind
This time
Been living a lie
I know I've gotta be strong
But around me life goes on
And on, and on, and on
I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind
This time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry
I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I get my
One last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind
This time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
To my last cry
you feel me?
loved; 12:31 AM
♥ Thursday, August 13, 2009
it's a new start!
today,
marks the end of all projects for this semester.
FINALLY.
stayed over at shawn's place last night to complete the integrated project
(shawn, jenny, clarence & weikwang)
stayed up through the night,
had no sleep, no food for more than 30 hours!
& so, i lost abut 1.5kg in a night.
it's officially the last day of school for TB16,
thanks for the memories (:
loved; 9:30 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 11, 2009
when it all dont mean a thing.
a heartbreak,
one after another.
how many does it take before one is shattered?
Labels: ):
loved; 3:16 PM
♥ Monday, August 10, 2009
where did we go wrong?
you never fail to leave me with a heartache.
but i know i'll soon be fine.
because for this last time,
you're leaving for good.
you're my contradiction.
loved; 10:19 PM
♥ Sunday, August 09, 2009
spin the world with love.
now, i am so damn tired!
flea has come to an end (:
it's time to rest for a little while.
& i hope xuli's better.
wonderful time, maybe not selling,
but definitely good times with good people!
jerrold came down to stay & help wendy throughout the entire flea,
& lovely nicholas stayed & helped charmaine & me!
nick, you're so damn sweet & awesome!
thanks a trillion,
:DDD
jeff, jinkang, suern & qingfu came down to show some moral support as well.
thanks lovely people! (:
so after it all ended, the 3 guys decide to go for a drink.
marrakesh @ clarke quay look quite awesome,
if we could only stay longer.
but mr. tomato might not be able to make it home,
HAHAHA.
(refers to jinkang.)
anyway,
it was an awesome day because of the awesome people!
all the chats & craps,
made my day :D
LOVE YOOOOOOOU!
oh lastly,
happy birthday singapore.
happy birthday leonardi.
LOL!
Labels: (:, bacomm, beattyclique, flea
loved; 1:37 AM
♥ Friday, August 07, 2009
the battle with yourself
2 down,
4 to go,
& 1 ongoing.
oh yesyes,
SM presentation is over
& now MRSH test is also over!
MCOM test results wasnt bad at all (:
i've got so so so much inspiration these days!
i need to start writing songs,
i need to prepare vocals
& i need to start dancing again.
i cant wait for the integrated presentation
& my 2 final papers to be over!
I NEED LOVE, MUSIC & LIFE.
people, flood me with them!
psst, i think i write good sad lyrics.
HAHAHAH!
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8 AUGUST 2009 (SATURDAY), 2PM-10PM, HOME CLUB
(located near clarke quay mrt)
Apparels & accessories at lower price
Free goodie bag for coming in red/white
Live performance!
Labels: (:, advertisement, flea, school, stress
loved; 10:22 PM
♥ Monday, August 03, 2009
i want my life back, but i don't know where i've lost it.
if you're gonna spend your time reading this & call me emo again,
i suggest you back off right this instance.
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peishan is in a really really stressful situation right now.
she realised she hasnt been happy for quite a long time,
& shes gonna hate herself very soon.
her temper is everywhere,
because she feels like bursting like sparks of fire.
shes holding onto too many things,
& now shes loosing grip of herself.
she has spoken to so many individuals,
these people called friends.
but all she has gotten so far, are nothing but more words.
whether they are honey coated or feel like a slap across her face,
they all mean nothing at all.
all she needs was a little more action,
because she believes action speaks louder than words.
so quit trying to give her the best advice to let go or priortise,
while on the other hand, you know you contributed to her stress level.
peishan really wish to stop breathing for a day,
feels what it's like to not feel anything, anything at all.
loved; 12:49 AM
